On this Saturday night.

This summer, I find myself falling into this lazy, apathetic funk. I don't want to do anything, go anywhere, etc. I just don't WANT to. I don't get any joy or happiness from my life as it is right now. And let me say... that just totally sucks. It's been ebbs and flows these past few years, and I realise this is just a low point until I make some sort of change. But for now, I'm "content" (content minus the happy connotation) to just wallow and marinate in my lethargy.

One thing I've been doing this summer is reading. I finished my beloved Black Dagger Brotherhood series (much to my dismay. I loved this series so much it was like a death in the family when there were no more books to read. I might read them again). I've gotten into the True Blood show and started reading the books by Charlaine Harris and I'm addicted again. Right now I'm on "Definitely Dead".


I LOVE the character Quinn. I never really liked Bill in the novels. He's just.... BLAH. I like Eric a lot when he's staying with Sookie and has lost his memory ("Dead as a Doornail" I think). But now, we have Quinn. He's everything I want in a guy: strong, muscular, protective and he calls Sookie "babe"... Sure he turns into a tiger at the full moon. But seriously, we can deal! *sigh*

It's times like these when I retreat into fictional worlds for some semblance of fulfillment because my reality just sucks to me. I wonder if there is a place out there where your dreams and your reality meet and are one and the same?

Has anyone experienced that in their life? If so, please leave a comment. I would be delighted to live vicariously through you for just a moment :-)

Have a lovely night darlings!